Picture of me

Some words to describe me I guess..

I like to say I’m tired, yet actually I’m sad and expecting people to believe, but they never did

I like to remain silent whenever I feel sad, sorrow, despair or angry and not speaking even a single word

I like to write poem whenever I’m hurt inside, yet it sound terrible when I go through it

I like when people care about me, yet I’m sorry for being able to act similarly

I like to watch sad-ending movie and imagining that I’m the one who was killed at the end

I like to see my phone and expecting someone to text me whenever I feel lonely, and it did!

I like to listen to song and imagining I’m singing in front of the crowd with that charming voice

I like to switch a positive thought to negative and feel sad over it for no reason

I like to say sorry especially to those who I care, despite I do not do any wrong

I feel sad whenever I face any difficulties but others are not and expecting someone to console me

I feel sad when they are discussing but I cannot understand what it is all about

I feel sad whenever I cannot fulfil my friend wish coz I have something going on

I feel sad if I realize something, but it is too late and there is no turning back

I feel sad when it is time to say goodbye and time flies swiftly but I never have the chance to say thank you 

for everything

I hate when you ask me to do something but I don’t like it, yet I agree because you are my friend

I hate myself when I’m sad coz I feel like locking myself in a room and cry, waiting for someone to knock 

the door

I hate myself for not being able to help someone in need and walk away if someone else did

I’m grateful for having good friends who are always there whenever I need them, but I never realise that until now

I'm grateful for all these blessings given to me, hopefully I can use them wisely and appreciating what I have now

I’m grateful if you are reading this as it means you care and it does not mean that I'm sad..ok.. :)

I'm happy having u guys, yet I'm pity u guys for having me

Movie anyone?

Huh, actually I just finished my Law papers today..fuhhh! tiring..remembering those cases.. Gladly it over..hehehe..

So relax a bit.. I wanted to show you guys the movies I like.. Not top 10 la.. maybe there are some others, but forgot to mention...

The one and only.......Harry Potter's series. Although I thought reading the book is better....yet they are still enjoyable. I like Ron when he was still a little boy, really cute..haha :D

Kung Fu Hustle is epic man! hahaha... It is a very awesome movie! People being kicked, flying everywhere,  very funny also...hehe Stephen Chow, you did a very good job.. :)

I remembered of watching this after my final for1st sem. hahaha...actually it was really funny! I love the chameleon..hehe. 

This one you should watch lol..KUNG FU PANDA!..Stephen said, there gonna be the third one. Whereby his father gonna come..hahaha... XD. Very touching, funny...a lot of awesome stuns..remember.....inner peace...

Wahhh...! I love this one also.. I am number four.. awesome power! plus, I had a dilemma  of either watching this or went to a another program...well, i chose the first one.

Erm, this one quiet a confusing movie, I still don't really understand the ending.. hahaha... But it is still a very good movie.. The way they think is so complex..haha 

The next one will be Diary Of A Wimpy kid.. It is really funny. In certain situations I feel like 'Greg' portrays how I am..haha.

I think lastly is Beastly.. Dude, it was really touching..YOU should watch it I guess..hahah... lesson learnt: be a good guy!


That's all I guess..haha

I'm happy having u guys, yet I'm pity u guys for having me

I Am Different

We may have the same eye's

but I use mine differently 

we may have the same heart

but I use mine differently

I'm Different cause I do things differently

I'm different cause I wear things differently

I may stand out differently in many ways

but I love it

and I love being different

I Am Different

Now we’re in the midst of A2, everyone is seemed busy studying... All the Best!!

I’ll write a proper post.........soon.

I'm happy having u guys, yet I'm pity u guys for having me

to my surprise....

Truth about life...

Wake up early in the morning, heading to college, study for the whole day, resting at home, and continue doing homework and back to sleep... The next day, the same things happen...

Is life meant to be this dull?

So pathetic?

“It is A Level life, what can you expects?”

“It is just an excuse” I answered

Yup, it is just two months left before we are being separated. I know that I have been wasting my valuable life by being sad, despair... Yet, it is something that I myself can’t evade it. I’m so sorry for that.

I don’t expect anything. I just hope we can do much more, rather than studying, waiting for exam to come...

Perhaps doing some activities together, maybe this will be the last time we meet. Who knows? Only God will decide that.

I just don’t want to regret my college life for being so pitiful. I’ve been blessed with great friends; I just wanna spend time together.

Locking sweet memories.

Now, our final exam eventually started... Our last class together.

When, I first came to Sunway I never knew them. I never had any non-Malay friends before. I grew up in the midst of people of the same race, similar culture, undifferentiated norm, living in Sunway really made a lot of changes. Admittedly, I’m proud to have friends like them...

During the JPA interview, I told the assessor,

Friendship for me is very crucial because they are the one who will help you whenever you are in trouble, sorrow, despair, giving up...

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“Once in a while you meet someone and soon you discover the two of you are truly something to each other, you share your thoughts and feelings so relaxed, so openly, and right away you know your friendship is truly meant to be.”

“Remember I will be there when your life goes hectic and wrong. I'm always here to help you; I've been here all along.”

“How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard”

Thank you very much, that is all I can say.

I shall miss u guys...with all my heart.

I’ll cry on the day we say farewell to each other

Hope you will remember me, as I always remember you

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.

Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.

Walk beside me and be my friend

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الحمد لله,I got all my offers to universities

now struggling for a good result

hope my dreams will come true...

My Lord show me right from wrong

Give me light make me strong

I know the road is long

Make me strong

Sometimes it just gets too much

I feel that I’ve lost touch

I know the road is long

Make me strong

1.5 years passed sooo fast...

Love <3

Cheerful housemates~Casa Subang!

Awesome classmates :)

Best buddy, thanks ya :)

 Always making me happy, thanks ya! :)

Macho friends~ Faris, Fateh ( thanks for all the advises ) :D

Best friend forever :)

Alvin~ the happy-go-lucky guy :D

Awesome classmates,

Caring friends,

Good life

Alhamdulillah...

Don't be dismayed at goodbyes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetime, is certain for those who are friends.

Goodbyes are not forever. Goodbyes are not the end. They simply mean I'll miss you. Until we meet again! 

I'm happy having u guys, yet I'm pity u guys for having me