Today

Ya Rabbi

Sometime it is just too hard to move on

Everytime I tried to stand

I will fall

Sometime it is hard to be good all the time

Be silent when others are demeaning me

When others are ignoring me

When they criticize me

Sometimes it is just too hard to change

To clean this evil heart

To be as happy as those out there

Ya Rabbi

I wish I can have all the good friends in the whole world

I wish I can be around those who care and love

I wish I be good as them

Sometime I wish I can swiftly jump to a quiet place

Far from them

Far from everything

But I can't

Because it is not what it's suppose to be

I wish and I hope You will always guide me

Be with me

Whenever I’m feeling down, all alone, in grieve

I hope I will always remember you

In the time of happiness and despair

Truly I can’t survive in this strange world alone

Even for a day

Please, never ignore me

Because I’ve no one else but You...

Ya Rabbi

I don't know how long I can stay this way

Give me strength

Shows me hope and chance

Only to You I lean all my whispers of hope

Indeed, only to you I seek for help and ultimate protection

Amin~